Anyway, i realize something, actually two things: in my case “laziness” is a combination of a great purpose(i am in the middle of something big in my life) and what you call “a bad motivation strategy”, both entwined. That kicks me in the teeth as i read it, i swear. “motivation strategies”

So i decided to add some extra motivation during my sarging, and that works well. Maybe its a stupid thing, maybe its not, but the other day i met a 40 year lovely women. We talk, we close the deal. After that i said out loud to myself” well done boy” and then i buy a Thor toy(you know the god of thunder)

Now i want all the marvel saga toys, so in order to have some i have to do some things i am not used to, and think and experience in brand new ways

Thanks Ross, im serious i am moving forward( and i am sorry for the looong post)